everyone can sit back , i wait
i worry
i fidget
i fuss
i am driven to the point of hysterics
but things work out
to the most they can be expected to, atleast
and i am in the wrong
chill
hang
let it be
i am incapable of these things
now
fast
on time
organized
these are the words i am familiar with
leave it to me
i'll make this work before you can question my intentions
and you'll be satisfied
after all, i am a people pleaser
smile
laugh
relax
you, my friends, you don't worry
i will
huff
vent
cry
fume
but only when you are out of sight
out of mind? no, not really
my mind is never empty, you see
it finds things to fill itself with
do i have control?
no, i gave up that power long ago
my mind has got me racing
pondering
sulking
wishing
maybe i won't have to lift a finger
maybe the overall effort will come from another heart
mind
body
soul
let mine just be at ease
maybe?
no
not now
not tomorrow
i don't think it'll ever be
so get up
dial the number
send the message
make the plan
it'll work
i've got it under control
wait, no control
i gave that up to the mind, remember?
no, i don't remember
i was too busy finding my friends
those people who care about...
my well being, maybe?
i wonder how often they
wonder
pray
wish
ask
guess
about me?
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